When I was little and I cried

You lovingly held me, and let the last tear fall,

When I would scrape my knee

You'd bandage it up and say "be careful".

When my birthday was horrible, you smiled

And promised the next would be perfect.

When I would lose my temper,

You had a way to calm me down.

When my friends left me behind,

You gave me ice cream and said

"they'll come around"

When I had a nightmare

You'd tuck me in your bed and

Reassured me you'd never let harm find me.

When my 7th grade crush liked another,

You made me see it was his loss.

When it was my sweet 16

You threw me a party fit for a princess.

And made it a day I would always remember.

When the love of my life left me alone,

So sweetly you said, "This too shall pass."

When I broke your heart with disappointment

You came to me and said, "I still love you".

I know that you think that I forgot all this,

And take all you sacrificed for granted,

But that's just not true.

At times I'm stubborn, as well as you,

But never doubt for half a second that

I love you.

Although I am growing up and someday soon,

I'll have to bandage my own knee,

You'll always be the bet mother.

And I'll always be your little girl.

happy birthday my dear !

girl. happy birthday to u. !

saje update this entry for u awl sangat sbb lps ni bnyk keje nk buat so x sempat nk update. 

da besar da kn ? so jaga la diri baik baik. jangan persiakan hidup kau selama 20 tahun yang telah terbina ni. 

be a good girl, daughter and sister. x payah la selalu sangat bergaduh ngn siblings, masing2 nak membesar kn. jadilah seorang insan yang berguna. hormat parents and bagi diorang happy because have daughter like u. be your parents proud with u. jangan lupakn diorang and the most important is dengar ckp diorang and jangan bergaduh ngn diorang keyh.

pasal hati kau jangan la fikir sangat. kalau ada jodoh, x ke mana pn. bnyak2 kn berdoan semoga kau dan die kembali bersama atau pn kau dapat yang lebih kebih baik dari dia. seorang yang boleh jaga, sayang, cinta, hormat kau dan boleh membimbing kau ke jalan yang benar. banyak lagi lelaki kat luar sana yang nak kan kau. cuma kau kena bijak memilih la. jgn pilih yang salah da la ye. dan semoga relationship kau yg lepas ni akan bawak kau sampai ke jinjang pelamin serta ke akhir hayat. aku di sini hanya mendoakan yang terbaik tok kawan aku

one more thing is our relationship. kite da kenal since secondary school lagi and i know much about u. kite da macam siblings da. kau sedih aku sedih kau happy aku turut happy. aku berharap hubungan kita x kan terputus di tengah jalan. aku nak kita berkawan sampai the end of the world. aku sayanggggg kau sgttt2. apa2 masalah kita luahkan sama2. dan aku sygkn relationship ni. aku sebagai kawan mendokan yang terbaik untuk kawan kawan yang aku cintai. 

SWEET 20 SAYANGGG ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAY GOD BLESS YOU. :)

On your birthday,
I wish for you the fulfillment
of all your fondest dreams.
I hope that for every candle
on your cake
you get a wonderful surprise.
I wish for you that
whatever you want most in life,
it comes to you,
just the way you imagined it,
or better.
I hope you get as much pleasure
from our friendship as I do.
I wish we were sisters,
so I could have known you
from the beginning.
I look forward to
enjoying our friendship
for many more of your birthdays.
I'm so glad you were born,
because you brighten my life
and fill it with joy.


Happy Birthday !

I Love U Babe !!

10 ciri ciri orang yang berfikiran positif

1. Memilih masalah sebagai cabaran
2. menikmati hidup
3. berfikiran terbuka untuk menerima idea dan saranan
4. menghapuskan fikiran negative segera setelah fikiran itu terlintas di minda
5. mensyukuri apa yang dimilikin dan bukan mengeluh tentang perkara yang tidak di milikinya
6. tidak mendengar gosip yang tidak menentu/liar
7. tidak buat alasan tapi terus buat tindakan 
8. menggunakan bahasa positif
9. menggunakan bahasa tubuh yang positif
10. mementingkan harga diri.


jika kita buat apa yang tertera di atas insyaallah hidup kita akan lebih aman tanpa gangguan fikiran yang negative. berfikiran negative tu pn kadang kadang x boleh sangat sebab kadang2 akan buat hidup kita x tenteram dan sometimes benda yang kita fikir negative kat orang boleh jadi kat kita balik, tu yang di namakan karma. karma ni pun teruk gak lau jadi kat diri sendiri. so, jangan la terlalu berfikran negative/buruk kat orang lain mahupun diri sendir takut jadi kat kita balik. ok, that's all. bye2 :)

You are friendly, kind and caring

Sensitive, loyal and understanding

Humorous, fun, secure and true

Always there... yes that's you.

Special, accepting, exciting and wise

Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes

Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright

Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.

You're one of a kind, different from others

Generous, charming, but not one that smothers

Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game

But not just another... in the long chain.

Appreciative, warm and precious like gold

Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old

You'll always be there, I know that is true

I'll always be here... always for you.

- Written and owned by Angela Lee Hillsley -

Thank you because being my friend. 

I always LOVE u'll babe !

never forget about our friendship ;)

Nur Syazreen ;)

Mesti u'll pelik kan nape tibe2 aku tulis tajuk Nur Syazreen tu. sbbnye ialah hari ini bersamaan dgn 25 februari 2011 genaplah die bersama afiq 6 tahun. what ? 6 years? lame giler kot. aku pn x penah smpai 6 thn cmtu. 
aku sebagai kawan rasa happy dgn relationship diorang yg kekal smpai skrg. congratulation ayg ! i'm happy for u. hope ayg akan berkekalan dgn die sampai ke jinjang pelamin dan ke akhir hayat korang. 
aku as a friend hanya mendoakan yg terbaik untuk mereka. aku dgn ayg da berkawan agak lame dan aku tahu semua masalah yg diorang hadapi. walau macam2 dugaan yg diorang alami tapi smpi skrg diorang still together. 
kadang2 jelez gak tp aku tahu satu mase nnt aku akan jadi mcm dioang juga.
to ayg n afiq don't gadoh2 n teruskan relationship korang smpai la bile2. kte d sini mendoakan yang terbaik untuk korang


This is for ayg n afiq

My Love... Everlasting

You were a dream...

A dream that filled my thoughts

and my loneliest nights.

You were the dream I held on to,

the dream my heart longed to one day have.

You were the dream that made me smile...

an escape from my reality,

a fantasy I longed to one day come true.

Once only my dream, my escape, my fantasy,

came true the day when I first saw you.

My dream that used to be

is now my reality.

A fantasy waiting for its happy ending

is now a fairytale come true.

Once my only escape...

is now the comfort that I live for.

Together we have been through the heartaches...

the pain of walking away or being left behind.

Every new road we had to take

because of the choices we had to make,

only paved the road

that brought us closer to one another.

Life may not be easy,

with all the burdens and drama

that life hands to us,

but when you find someone

to share your life with,

no drama is hard to handle...

no burden is hard to bare.

When you have someone...

the one that you've dreamed of...

then your life becomes the escape you both take

to get away from the reality that surrounds.

I know because...

I found the love...

my lifetime partner

my soul mate

in YOU!

- Jenny C Phillips -

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it -Mother Teresa_

Hello !

Hye, da lme rasenye da update blog ni. Semenjak internet da tade kt umah so jd malas nk update. skrg ni boleh la nk update sikit2 sbb da kembali ke UiTM yg tercinta ni. skrg ni da masuk sem 4 da. wah, da senior taw dan juga meningkat dewasa. opss ! tp sy masih 19 lg ye belum masuk 20 hehe. rase mcm baru je masuk tp da nk 2 thn da aku kt sini. umur pula makin meningkat so kena la lebih matured lps ni. matured ke ? rase mcm perangai masih bdk2 je ;) .
masuk sem 4 ni mcm2 bnde baru yg perlu di pelajari. assingmnet juga makin bnyk. mase pula makin mencemburui. skrg ni kena lbh cpt dan kena manage mase betul2. sbb this sem is a short sem so, takut x sempat plak nk settle kn semua kerja2 yg bertimbun tu. aku pn kena lbh struggle sbb subject semua berkaitan kang takut confused plak time exam. sem 4 ni juga aku kena buat 3 research kt luar so makin busy la nmpknye. wlaupn busy tapi hangout tetap berjalan seperti biasa hehe. mana boleh tinggal perkara wajib tu dan membazirkan duit. asilah2 jgn membazir sgt ok, kang abis duit tu abis la kau jgk. ok la, sampai sini je kot sbgi permulaan entry bru dan sem baru. daaa ~ :)